So I ran into Buy Shaver today. It was a little backwards seeing as he was the one to pull me aside rather than me stopping him in his tracks to talk to him. Not that I minded! Actually, at first I thought I was in his way and that he was going around me, so I tried to move and kept walking but he started talking so I turned.

Yesterday was judgment day.

My poster wasn't chosen, but that's okay. My work still graces the front of the postcards that are being mailed out. Rick said he'd get me some of those cards, but we'll see.

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Today I went out for Korean food. It was really good and I miss having my mom cook for me. She's in Korea now visiting family so she can't send me anything or even tell me how to make stuff! But anyway it was great, but I didn't take pictures. I was planning to, but I forgot.

Anyway, here are some pictures from Saturday afternoon at my friend Mitch's. Basically my life, trying to get people out the door. The first few are what people do when I talk, apparently, and then some of Rich's cool new do. Then my piece from 2d. Enjoyyyyy.

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NOT FOR MEEE.... I am photographically impaired... Why am I putting myself through this? Oh yeah, that's right 3 credits in media arts falls under the requirements of my major.... There's some fine print for you! Oh well, I kind of knew I had to take it, but... still not my favorite class. Not due to the teacher or anything, just due to my inadequacies at the medium. Just a little bitching to make it better. (but it still feels like I'm here) Pictures (non-artistic ones) to come soon.

outside, inside...
i dont want to have to turn our heaters on yet.

school still feels like its in that weird transitional thing.
we're not totally rolling with projects, and we're still
missing our summers.

i went birthday shopping and spent too much
and have to return things.

its terrible when youve got sadness and negativity in your mind,
and you cant find a way to push through it.
i dont want to wallow in how i feel lately,
its just difficult to beat your own disappointment.

so in the meantime,
here's a image that i think is neat.

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For your enjoyment...Out of boredom and procrastination, here is a lovely and very long survey allllll about meeeeeeee bwaahaha.

Just a little recap of my life right now: Today was a crappy day and so was yesterday. I've been in a foul mood since last night UGHSASLDKFHJAKJSDHFAKJH oh well.... I'll get over it!! I'm looking at apartments which is awesome and makes me feel like a grownup but that's all that's really interesting in my life...

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Here are the pictures I promised. Sorry I couldn't post them better, but it's getting fixed so they won't all be thumbnails.

1. Working at Children International. I was trying to persuade some guy and ending up literally cornering him.
2. Hanging out with the people that I worked with at one point for Children International.
3. A picture through our aquarium of my sister and me dancing on Adam's bed.
4. My sister and me going out somewhere
5. On a walk (or a bike ride) with some of Jon's friends from Summer Stock at Gretna Theatre.

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Communications Studio has officially eaten my soul.

Turns out all that APO work was for nothing. Welcome back to the dark side.

It was really good to talk to part of my family today. It's been awhile since I've heard their voices. I'm so glad they sound so good.

Now what am I to do with all this new found free time?????

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i was worried about my birthday
then i calmed down
then the day rolled around for it
and i was worried again
and then the night went sort of okay but mostly terribly.
so now im just bummed about life in general
and i want it to pour down rain and wash all the
vomit and pee off of my pretty flowers in the
back garden that i worked so hard to make nice.

can someone please create a time machine
and take me back before my birthday happened
please?